You are such a fucking liar…

you know.  you fooled me again.  that short story-ish thing, the one you end with “the pain of seeing you going on with your life”.  you know, that one?  you’re such a fucking liar.  you didn’t write it for me. you fucking jerk.  you wrote it for HER, the one you killed yourself over.   and you DID sleep with her, didn’t you??  my God, how could I be so stupid, so blind, so foolish??  how could i???  i am so…disgusted.  with you.  with myself for believing you.  all those years ago when your brother came to MY house and asked me why i was trying to ruin your family — when ONCE AGAIN, YOU called out to me — and i showed him your letter and told him to get out; that he was a fucking liar and so were you.  you were all a bunch of fucking liars and i wanted nothing more to do with any of you! 

huh!  all these years i thought i was just being a bitch.  but i was right.  you’re a pack of fucking liars.  oh, dammit.  i can’t believe i have spent my entire life loving a fucking stone cold, heartless liar.

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